Since 1,5 years I fantasize about being raped by Richard Ramirez, who was a brutal serial killer and rapist in the 1980s. But in my fantasies he doesn’t kill me. He has his fun and leaves me alive if I allow him to come back again next night.
(I don’t know how to insert a picture, otherwise I would’ve showed him to you)
There’s also another version of this thought, I’m a prison guard and work into the prison he sits in and when I come into his cell he rapes me…