Hi FarmergalT,
Yes, living by oneself on a farm can get lonely at times, but masturbation can get just as intense if not more than actual sex. I've had gigantic ejaculation while picturing Consuelo being gang-raped by Mexican troops with her back pinned on a cannon after the fall of Fort Alamo! (from my current story)
In fact, anyone feels lonely from time to time, even married people, and I know this first hand. This doesn't mean my marriage isn't a good one. It's a human, imperfect marriage as all are.
If you have rape fantasies, then you're spot-on in the right place here on Ravishu, like the name itself says. Do you live in Texas? My current story is about the fall of Fort Alamo and the subsequent gang-rape of wives and daughters found in it (inspired from a 1955 movie called The Last Command). My fantasies often gravitate toward massive gang-rapes with many characters, and it's often interracial, but not always.
What are your fantasies like, if I may ask? Is it one-on-one, gang-rape, sci-fi? Something entirely different? Whatever it is, I hope you'll make a couple of online friends. I'm sure you'll have a great time around here!
Have a great day,
HistBuff. The merit was from me. It's a "welcome plus"!