Hello Mona, welcome into the light! never say chicken in these hallowed halls for someone will try to prove that your not, be it pleasantly or ....! best way to try to meet us place a request of what you would like to roleplay and sitback waiting for the response. While doing that try your hand at writing a one story paragraph (
http://ravishu.com/forums/index.php?topic=45332.0 ) and see where that leads, also try the chatroom, you might get inspiration to write based on your experiences there! Most importantly enjoy your time here!