This one:You get the idea. Here's the lyrics:
"It’s true, in this life, i’ve never been the one, in your eyes.
i’ve never been the truth, all You saw, was a broken mirror.
And they told, me to care, When tryin’ to fix Your heart
It’s unfair, i’m tryin’ to fix myself, and not care, too much about You.
He never really wanted me to be His wife.
i was nothing more than a trophy.
It was incredibly suffocating.
i’d find myself wanting Him.
Rather dead then alive."
~Sevdaliza.