Now days I sit an dthink about all the dark kinky things i have done in my past, I reached a point where the scene got a bit jaded for me so I am happy reading and talking now days.
In terms of Masturbation, I have eased off a bit now, prob 8-9 times a day, I have learnt the ability to dry cum, so even if my balls are empty I can still get hard and orgasm :)