1. Your gender and age?
48M

2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual?
100% straight 0% anything else

3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim?
The former

4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies?
Probably in my early 30's

5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...)
I don't know or don't remember

6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child?
No

7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life?
No

8. How often do you fantasize about rape?
Roughly every night

9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize?
Usually between a little and a lot

10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies?
Yes

11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating?
No because my other fantasies are pretty good too

12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies?
I have many fantasies that are really good. Rape is just one of them and not even the best one.

13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know?
I'd like to rape my wife. And she lets me in a role-playing manner

14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape?
One on one. I'm not sharing my wife

15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch?
No, I'd like to be the one doing it

16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
Not so important

17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
Very important, this is role-play rape of course

18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.)
I have a few settings, my favorite is a specially designed "rape room"

19 What's your favorite typ of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)?
Favorite victim - my wife

20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)?
My fantasy rape is pretty hard core. I don't think my wife can handle it. Though I'm very slowing trying to push her boundaries in an outward direction.

21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation?
All three are important because they feed off each other

22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc
All of that, yes. Also add fear, tears, restraints, spanking etc...

23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim?
Yes and also a point where my wife gives up

24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc
Yes, prior to her giving up

25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ?
Yes, my wife and I do this already. it is quite arousing for both of us

26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up?
Not really

27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
No, something both my wife and I are not interested in

28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Always

29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Always

30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm?
Many

31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies?
Not important b/c it's mine :)

32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last?
It could last between a few minutes to 2 hours when masturbating or 1 - 5 hours when actually role playing with my wife (averaging 2-3 hours)

33. How do you feel after such a "session"
I'm good for a week :)

34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies?
Not any more

35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy?
My wife

36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies?
My wife

37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life?
All the time with my wife, though I mix it up a lot. Some nights I'll do something completely different. Or surprise her by "making sensual love". Other times, its BDSM / spanking / punishment sex.

38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up?
No, I draw the line there

39. Are kidnapping - captivity - repeated rape - sexual slavery scenarios part of your fantasies?
Yes, yes and yes. I kind of do this with my wife already. On the nights we have sex (roughly 3-4 times / mo), it usually lasts all night. I tell her I'll take what I want from her. Use her girly parts to make my man parts happy. Sometimes I don't say anything and just take what I want. But my fantasies go a lot deeper than this. But I need to respect my wife too if she isn't ready to go that far. Perhaps she will never be ready. I'm OK with that.

40. Is the possible pregnancy of the victim part of your fantasies?
Then his name will be  John and if its a girl, her name will be Dakota.

41. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing a role in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)?
No

42. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly.
Great questions!

[CorriePo]

1. Your gender and age?
Female, mid 20's

2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual?
Straight, but I have had some other experiences

3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim?
Victim

4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies?
Fairly young... 8 or 9

5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...)
I read something in a erotic novel as I recall.

6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child?
I'm not certain I would categorize it as molestation or sexual abuse, but I had sexual experiences with a close family member.

7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life?
No, but see above answer.

8. How often do you fantasize about rape?
Almost every time I masturbate or have sex, there is some small fantasy of forced or non-consensual aspects involved.

9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize?
Certainly. If I can.

10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies?
Stories are a good prelude.

11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating?
I can't really remember not having those sorts of fantasies. So, I've nothing else to compare my orgasms to.

12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies?
There is always at least a small component.

13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know?
Both

14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape?
Sometimes.

15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch?
Involved.

16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
Absolutely important.

17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
I don't want to suffer really.

18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.)
Outdoors, forest streams, lake house, office.

19 What's your favorite typ of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)?
I imagine my rapist as from a lower socioeconomic class than I. Not necessarily a race thing, but it can be.

20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)?
My fantasies are more of a soft scene involving some sort of coercion. I don't care for brutality.

21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation?
I think both are essential for me.

22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc?
No, more of coercion.

23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim?
No, mostly verbal resistance.

24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc?
No, although I enjoy being told to beg.

25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ?
I enjoy dirty talk. I don't consider it real degradation in that respect.

26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up?
Yes. Inside of me, on my breasts or face.

27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)?
Often

28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)?
Always

29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)?
Always

30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm?
Oh, most certainly!

31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies?
Well, it needs to be substantial enough that I can feel it.

32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last?
If I have the time, I can go for more than an hour. Otherwise, I will make it a quickie.

33. How do you feel after such a "session"?
Blissfully euphoric.

34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies?
On a rare occasion.

35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy?
Yes

36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies?
No

37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life?
Yes!

38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up?
I enjoy being restrained.

39. Are kidnapping - captivity - repeated rape - sexual slavery scenarios part of your fantasies?
All of those elements occur in my fantasies. But again, without real brutality.

40. Is the possible pregnancy of the victim part of your fantasies?
No!

41. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing a role in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)?
Not really.

42. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly.
I believe this was fairly thorough and somewhat cathartic. I can't think of anything else.
 

[Persephone (she/her)]

1. Your gender and age?
-  22 year old female (she/they)
2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual?
- Bisexual
3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim?
- A little bit of both, but I mostly fantasize about being  the victim
4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies?
- I think they started in the beginning/middle of high school
5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...)
- I think growing up, I watched a lot of MTV and other late night TV (movies, tv shows, music videos, whatever was on TV super early in the morning) which contributed to me finding out I was bisexual. But as far as rape fantasies, I guess they developed a little bit later, but I hadn't really grasped it until maybe middle school that I started to figure out that there was a thrill that for whatever reason I liked.
6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child?
- I have not.
7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life?
- I have not.
8. How often do you fantasize about rape?
- Maybe once day if I'm horny that week, but probably 3-4 times a week on average.
9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize?
- Yes, usually but not always
10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies?
-  Yes, almost every time
11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating?
- Most certainly
12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies?
- They usually, if not always, contain some form of rape or being taken advantage of.
13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know?
- Usually a stranger or at least an associate. I've never fantasized with someone I know fully. I tried, but I didn't get anything out of it.
14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape?
- Usually one person, occasionally gangrape
15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch?
- It's about 50/50, I guess. I think it depends on the situation.
16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
- absolutely important. If it wasn't important, why do it?
17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
Absolutely important
18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.)
- Usually a bedroom (or at least a room with a bed), outside in a forest, field, or farm, in the middle of the public where even the public can participate, or in a public place (like a store or something) where I can be put on display.
19 What's your favorite typ of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)?
- If I'm the victim, I'm pretty open to any most rapists, as long as there's minimal blood involved. If I am the rapist, my preferred victim are men and women younger and weaker than myself, preferably if they're fat/chubby.
20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)?
- I think a little bit of both, depending on my mood. However, I am not totally into super extreme violence (or at least that I know up). Like I mentioned above, I'm not too fond of too much blood being spilled (maybe a cut or so) or gore or anything like that.
21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation?
- That I lose almost all, if not all control. And that I am constantly watched and touched and bullied against my will.
22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc
- Pretty much, yes. With the exception of anything involving too much blood
23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim?
- Sometimes, depending on the scenario
24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc
- It's about 50/50, depending on the situation
25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ?
- Yes
26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up?
- Yes; in the mouth, anus, vagina
27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
- Occasionally
28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
- Always
29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
- Always
30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm?
- Yes, at some point
31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies?
- If someone else is the rapist, it's not the most important thing. If I'm the rapist, not really I guess because I have a vagina. But in some fantasies where I am the rapist, I do have both a vagina and penis (that varies in size with each fantasy)
32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last?
- Anywhere from 5-10 minutes to maybe 20-30 minutes (unless I'm writing them down)
33. How do you feel after such a "session"
- I feel pretty good, and horny. There are some instances where I feel some shame, but not always.
34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies?
- Sometimes, yes. But not always
35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy?
- No. Just me.
36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies?
- I am not aware of anyone around me that has any fantasies such as mine
37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life?
- I have not
38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up?
- At some point, yes
39. Are kidnapping - captivity - repeated rape - sexual slavery scenarios part of your fantasies?
- Yes, in some form or fashion. Sometimes all 3, or a combo, or only one of them
40. Is the possible pregnancy of the victim part of your fantasies?
- Yes, in a solid 25%  of them
41. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing a role in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)?
- Not normally. Maybe once in a blue moon or so.
42. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly.
No, I think I've covered most of it

[Polaris]

1. Your gender and age?
Male, 40
2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual?
Straight
3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim?
99% of the time, neither, but I am always on the rapist's "side".
4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies?
Here and there in early teens, constantly from mid teens on.
5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...)
At first, randomly from movie/tv scenes which featured sadism by a female, and then from books where the killer was female. When I discovered the online erotic stories that dealt with the latter, there was no turning back.
6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child?
No.
7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life?
No.
8. How often do you fantasize about rape?
Every time I masturbate, or when thinking of story ideas.
9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize?
Closer to the other way around. I've fantasized plenty without masturbating.
10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies?
If they are exciting enough.
11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating?
They are pretty much a requirement.
12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies?
I try with vanilla from time to time, but it's usually a lost endeavor if they don't morph into something non-consensual.
13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know?
Never have.
14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape?
Depends on the scenario, but more than one is usually more fun.
15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch?
I'm a watcher almost exclusively, usually to support the female rapist or be her lover.
16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
Maximum importance.
17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
Maximum importance.
18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.)
It really varies quite often.
19 What's your favorite typ of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)?
Rapist: Mothers and Older Sisters! Girl Scout Leaders, Nuns, Female Doctors/Babysitters/Angels/Family Counselors... basically, if her role traditionally revolves around kindness and caring and she goes in the complete opposite direction, that is the best. Victim: Young and innocent females (and once in a blue moon, young and innocent males).
20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)?
In terms of violence, they go far beyond the latter.
21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation?
The sex somewhat, but not at all the humilation/degredation. It's mainly about the unbelievable evil that guides her actions, which she always relishes.
22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc
Screaming is important, but most of the time, the female abuser overpowers the victim with relative ease.
23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim?
No. The female rapists suffer no abuse of their own under my watch!
24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc
Not usually, though I think that was more common in the early days of my fantasizing.
25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ?
Words are important, but they are more structured around increasing the victim's terror.
26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up?
Nope, can't say that they do.
27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Often
28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Occasionally.
29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Often.
30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm?
Heavens, no!
31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies?
In futanari fantasies, which are not that uncommon, usually big enough to cause some permanent and/or life-threatening damage.
32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last?
Anywhere from maybe 3 to 20 minutes, depending on when the climax arrives.
33. How do you feel after such a "session"
Feelings can vary.
34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies?
The fact that it is always a female doing the evil and brutal actions has always sort of acted as a "safeguard" for this, in that it is just far enough removed from my own self that no guilt penetrates. (In other words, if I fantasized about a male rapist or myself, I'm sure the guilt would arise.)
35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy?
A classmate who I shared my very early stories with might possibly remember, but he'd be the only one.
36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies?
Not even close.
37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life?
Nope.
38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up?
There's definitely times where some form of restraints for the victim are crucial.
39. Are kidnapping - captivity - repeated rape - sexual slavery scenarios part of your fantasies?
Nope, my fantasy rapists aren't usually patient enough to leave the victim alive (or intact) for very long.
40. Is the possible pregnancy of the victim part of your fantasies?
(see answer to previous question)
41. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing a role in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)?
Nah.
42. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly.
At any point in the above 41 questions where rape was mentioned, I answered it as if it also included all forms of non-sexual violence. Extreme brutality, extreme sadism, zero consent, and always executed by a woman or teenage girl who lives and breathes for those three things: They make up the foundation of my fantasy.

[jaybee]

1. Your gender and age?
Male.  66.  Yeah, I know, I'm oooold

2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual?
Straight

3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim?
Rapist

4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies?
Early teens as best I can remember

5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...)
Nope, just wired this way I guess

6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child?
No

7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life?
No

8. How often do you fantasize about rape?
Daily

9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize?
Sometimes

10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies?
Stories, yes... movies, no

11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating?
Sometimes

12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies?
I don't know if any of my fantasies would be considered "vanilla", but I don't exclusively fantasize about rape

13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know?
Both, stranger is slightly more prevalent I guess

14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape?
50/50

15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch?
Involved.  Never really considered just watching, but I guess that could be fun

16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
Absolutely important

17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
Depends on the situation and the scenario

18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.)
Cabins, barns and other out-buildings, deserted buildings, outdoors

19 What's your favorite typ of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)?
I'm an equal opportunity victimizer, good with everything from innocent girls to grandmothers

20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)?
50/50

21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation?
Sex and humiliation, mostly.  Degradation is fine, just not the main thing for me

22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc
It really depends on what I'm in the mood for, but I do tend to like that kind of scene

23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim?
Often but not a requirement

24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc
Again, not a requirement, but can be enjoyable

25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ?
As they say, actions speak louder than words... but words are good too!

26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up?
Typically, yes.  Where it ends up is less important

27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
No

28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Sometimes, also digital (fingers)

29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Almost always

30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm?
50/50

31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies?
Depends on the characters and scenario

32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last?
15-30 minutes

33. How do you feel after such a "session"
Relaxed?

34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies?
Absolutely not

35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy?
No

36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies?
No

37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life?
No

38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up?
The victim sometimes

39. Are kidnapping - captivity - repeated rape - sexual slavery scenarios part of your fantasies?
They can be, but none of those things are absolutely necessary

40. Is the possible pregnancy of the victim part of your fantasies?
If you mean "breeder" scenarios, again it's situational, but certainly not a necessity

41. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing a role in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)?
No

42. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly.
That pretty much covers it.  I will add one thing, though: For me the story and characters are at least as important as the rape, and often shape the particulars of the entire scenario

1. Your gender and age? M 35
2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual? Straight
3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim? Rapist
4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies? 16
5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...) Suoergirl movie with Helen Slater.
6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child? No
7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life? No
8. How often do you fantasize about rape? Couple times a day
9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize? Sometimes
10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies? Read
11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating? Yes
12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies? Women wrestling in a one sided fight
13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know? Stranger
14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape? One on One
15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch? Watch
16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important) very important
17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important) absolutely important
18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.) gym, locker room or sports scene
19 What's your favorite typ of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)? Doesn’t matter
20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)? Brutal
21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation? Humiliation
22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc. yes. Definitely overpowering
23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim? They try but fail
24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc. begging and pleading. Also crying.
25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ? No
26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up? In her pussy, on her flat belly and cleaned off his cock with her hair.
27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never). Occasionally 
28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) rarely
29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never). Often
30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm? Yes
31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies? Little importance
32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last? Few minutes
33. How do you feel after such a "session" relaxed
34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies? No
35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy? No
36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies? No
37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life? No
38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up? No
39. Are kidnapping - captivity - repeated rape - sexual slavery scenarios part of your fantasies? Yes
40. Is the possible pregnancy of the victim part of your fantasies? No
41. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing a role in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)? Yes.
42. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly. Love having the hurting girl grabbed by the hair and forced to clean off guys cock. Begging and crying for rapist to stop but rapists yells at them.

[Between Angela's Legs]

1. Your gender and age?
Male, 56

2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual?
Straight

3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim?
These days I most commonly fantasize that I am the female victim. In my younger days (and see below) I quite commonly fantasize that I was the male rapist.

4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies?
22. Starting from age 12 I would occasionally have erections when I'd hear about a woman being raped, but I didn't start to fantasize about it until age 22.

5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...)
A serial rapist stalking the college campus I was attending at the time.

6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child?
No. I was spanked occasionally as a child and occasionally had erections as a result of the spankings, but the intent behind the spankings was definitely one of punishment, not sexual abuse. I didn't like being punished at all, of course, but my parents' focus was definitely on the punishment, not on anything sexual.

7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life?
No. There was a phase when I did seriously consider it shortly after hearing about the campus rapist mentioned above. It was a very strong urge which caused me to fantasize about rape a great deal, and I definitely struggled with myself to avoid giving in to a strong physical urge to commit what I knew to be a very evil act. Fortunately, the better side of me prevailed mostly. I have, however, in the past occasionally and briefly touched women's breasts without permission. I haven't done that in nearly 20 years, and I haven't felt the urge to rape someone in nearly 30 years, so I think it is unlikely I would ever again seriously consider acting on these fantasies. However my fondling of women's breasts without permission was definitely wrong, although I don't feel it rises to anywhere near the level of rape.

8. How often do you fantasize about rape?
Daily

9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize?
Yes

10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies?
Yes

11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating?
Yes

12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies?
These days I'd say I fantasize about rape about 1/3 of the time and about incest about 2/3 of the time. When I fantasize about incest, curiously enough, it always involves consenting adults, never forcible or statutory rape--usually a mother or father having consensual sex with an adult son or daughter.

13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know?
If I'm fantasizing about rape, I usually fantasize that I'm the female victim--IRL I'm male--of a stranger rape. In the past I would fantasize that I was the male rapist of a female stranger, but I don't have those kinds of fantasies much any more.

14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape?
One on one

15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch?
Since I'm actually male, and I usually fantasize that I'm the female victim, to some extent I'm always an observer since IRL I don't have a female body. But I definitely am fantasizing about being the victim on some level.

16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
Low importance assuming the rapist is male.

17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
Very important although the victim having an orgasm is even higher importance.

18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.)
Bedroom

19 What's your favorite typ of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)?
The rapist is in his teens and the victim in her mid to late thirties. Some might call her a 'MILF'. I wouldn't use that term, because that term draws attention to the fact that she is a mother, whereas I only care about her age and could care less whether she is a mother or not. Likewise, race is usually not a big factor in my fantasies. If I imagine a victim to be a certain race, it is usually because I'm modeling her after a particular woman of that race I've known in the past, but her race is not the main focus. If someone, in role playing, wants to make race the main focus, that's not a fantasy that will interest me.

20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)?
A little bit of violence is fine (in fantasy, not real life) but even in fantasy I won't want someone to be done lasting physical harm. It is OK if the victim fears a greater level of violence as long as that violence doesn't actually happen.

21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation?
The humiliation and degradation.

22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc
It is fine to have this as long as no lasting harm is caused (see above) but it is not essential.

23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim?
It is fine to have this but it is not essential.

24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc
It is fine to have this but it is not essential.

25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ?
Definitely a few such words will be included in the fantasy, although in fantasy the rapist is always intelligent and capable of communicating on a more exalted level too. But, yes, there are usually some misogynist slurs in my fantasies. Racist slurs, however, play no role whatsoever even in my most hidden fantasies.

26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up?
In her vagina. From my online chatting about rape, it seems fantasies about anal rape are common for many people, but neither anal sex nor anal rape do a thing for me.

27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Never. Never. Never. I cannot repeat 'Never' enough times to answer this question adequately.

28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Occasionally--it is usually not the main focus but whereas anal sex, in any permutation whatsoever, is a huge turnoff for me, oral sex is occasionally more interesting to me as a form of foreplay. A male rapist performing cunnilingus on his female victim is a more common fantasy for me than a male rapist forcing his female victim to perform fellatio, but I do occasionally indulge in the latter fantasy too.

29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Always. This is the main point from my perspective.

30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm?
Always

31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies?
Fairly important and I like it to be pretty big

32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last?
Hours

33. How do you feel after such a "session"
Usually pretty good

34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies?
No. Back decades ago when I was fantasizing about being the rapist, and struggling with acting on those feelings, it was a great source of guilt for me because I feared I might actually act on the fantasies--although I never did. These days since I'm not actually fantasizing about raping someone (rather being the victim) I no longer feel this guilt.

35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy?
I would only share such fantasies in real life in the context of a sexual relationship. A few women I've had sex with know about this fantasy.

36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies?
No. The women I've shared such fantasies with haven't confided having any such fantasies themselves.

37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life?
No. I've visited a few S&M sex clubs in the past where I've participating in S&M scenes (spanking, etc) and that would be the closest.

38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up?
Yes. This is a common scenario in my fantasies.

39. Are kidnapping - captivity - repeated rape - sexual slavery scenarios part of your fantasies?
No but with one important exception. The Patty Hearst case--which I'm old enough to remember from when it happened--has sometimes been a source of fantasy for me. Patty was kidnapped and subsequently raped multiple times. However this is the only such case that has ever turned me on. Other kidnapping scenarios don't seem to inspire the same fantasies for me.

40. Is the possible pregnancy of the victim part of your fantasies?
Yes

41. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing a role in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)?
In general no. Real rape stories that have been in the news are sometimes things I fantasize about though.

42. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly.
Compelled rape--where one male forced another male to have sex with a third person, usually a female--is a common fantasy of mine. I usually fantasize that I'm the female in this scenario.

7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life?
No. There was a phase when I did seriously consider it shortly after hearing about the campus rapist mentioned above. It was a very strong urge which caused me to fantasize about rape a great deal, and I definitely struggled with myself to avoid giving in to a strong physical urge to commit what I knew to be a very evil act. Fortunately, the better side of me prevailed mostly. I have, however, in the past occasionally and briefly touched women's breasts without permission. I haven't done that in nearly 20 years, and I haven't felt the urge to rape someone in nearly 30 years, so I think it is unlikely I would ever again seriously consider acting on these fantasies. However my fondling of women's breasts without permission was definitely wrong, although I don't feel it rises to anywhere near the level of rape.

What happened with the campus guy? Did you know any of his victims? Did he ever get caught? How did he go about it?

Good point on groping an unwilling woman's breasts. I have often thought that is on a spectrum with rape, and it is something a huge number of men have done. What were the incidents when this happened with you?

[Between Angela's Legs]

What happened with the campus guy? Did you know any of his victims? Did he ever get caught? How did he go about it?

Good point on groping an unwilling woman's breasts. I have often thought that is on a spectrum with rape, and it is something a huge number of men have done. What were the incidents when this happened with you?

The man believed to be the campus rapist subsequently "graduated" (if that is the right word) from rape to murder. Shortly after committing his first murder, of a woman elsewhere unconnected with the campus, he committed suicide to avoid being arrested. The authorities suspected him of also committing the rapes. I don't know if they were 100% sure, and since he was dead he was never charged. However no further rapes with the same M.O. happened after the suicide, so I think he was probably the guy.

To the best of my knowledge I didn't know any of the victims. Since none of the victims' names were released, however, of course I could have known one of the victims without knowing it, if you follow me.

As for touching women's breasts without permission, I did it in a few different locations: on a crowded street, on a not so crowded street, in a dance club, and in an S&M club. It was generally through clothing although the woman in the S&M club was bare breasted. I did it about ten times, with the last time being about 20 years ago. The reactions varied. Most commonly the women just ignored me, which I made easy to do for them by just touching them briefly. Various less common reactions included the woman immediately recoiling (this happened twice), the woman slapping me, or the woman responding positively suggesting the approach was welcome. The latter did happen once although it was definitely the less common reaction.

[orpheal]

Happy to see this thread is still updated every once in a while! So cool to see it going on for so many years~

1. Your gender and age?
Non-binary, 26

2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual?
Gay, queer, primarily masculine-aligned attraction

3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim?
Victim. There's been only one or two interesting instances of being the rapist. It was mostly experimental. When I fantasize as the victim I'm either a woman, a man, or a trans man.

4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies?
Probably 12, as seems pretty common, judging from a lot of replies. That was when i would *knowingly* fantasize about this stuff. When i was a lot younger id daydream about being tied up, being in medieval torture chambers, i had an ongoing fantasy about being trapped by an evil villain until i was forced to pee my pants (i think the sensation of holding in pee was an unknown conceptualization of sexuality). But i didn't know any of this was sexual, haha

5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...)
No, i was fantasizing about rape before i was fantasizing about vanilla sex. Makes "romantic" sex feel, well, downright kinky now

6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child?
Yes, I was molested and sexually abused when I was young multiple times. I don't know if I would have ended up with this kink with or without it because I don't really have an idea of what my sexuality would have been like without it.

7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life?
I've been raped, never raped anyone.

8. How often do you fantasize about rape?
Any time I masturbate or have sex, so basically daily.

9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize?
If I can, for sure

10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies?
Usually after not during

11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating?
100%, sometimes I can't cum without it.

12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies?
A few years ago I had a vast array of fantasies I'd go to, rape involving about 1/3rd of them. That was new though, before that it was only non-con. For about a year at this point I've been back to exclusively rape fantasies.

13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know?
It's all over the place. I don't really fantasize about anyone I know in real life well, but in the fantasy someone I made up who's raping me might "know" me in the made up world. I also masturbate to people I'll never meet again. A security guard I had a run in with, an angry client, a stranger walking past me on the street who seems unhinged. People who suddenly inspire predatory characters in my mind ahaha

14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape?
This changes too. Right now I'm in a one-on-one phase, but 2 weeks ago I was HARD into gang rape.

15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch?
Almost always I am the victim. If not, I *identify* with the victim even if the "mind's camera" is showing me the scene out of POV.

16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
I would say very important, but the rapist's enjoyment is a means to an end of me being used and feeling violated and humiliated, and so a lot of the focus is on how *I'm* feeling through the rapist's actions and feelings.

17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
Very important, although the suffering including cumming from the assault is supreme.

18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.)
All over as well. Cars and vans do nicely as settings that the rapist has complete physical control over. Mazes, basements, hallways, alleyways, and such are great confined yet secluded settings. Forests, cottages, and campsites work well for the openness and privacy. For more intimate scenes between people who know each other, bedrooms, parties, and tv or rec rooms are also favourites.

19 What's your favorite type of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)?
This varies a lot as well. Here's some common ones:

-Business men or politicians who are raping me as a powerplay because I am a threatening woman in their workplace/campaign OR who are raping me for being transgender to set an example of their desired status-quo
-Cops who pick me up from a protest/rally/night time delinquency and find from my ID that I was "born female" so take the opportunity to show me what I am
-Doctors who withhold my medication until I allow them to use me
-Classic forest or park-dwelling predatory rapists
-Prison inmates who gang rape me because they find out I have a pussy
-Alt-right gangs or incel groups who rape me and post it online
-Neighbours or janitors who have wanted to rape me for years and finally have the opportunity to fuck my brains out for "snubbing" them
-Obsessive online fans of mine who find out where I live and rape me on camera
-Sport coaches who rape me in exchange for letting me be on the boy's team without telling my teammates my secret
-Church heads and cult leaders who rape me in ritual
-Dads who have been lusting after their daughters and finally give into their impulses, OR rape their trans sons for coming out to show that he'll "always be daddy's little girl"

So usually the rapists have some sort of pre-established power dynamic that they are taking advantage of, or getting revenge on me for having over them.

20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)?
Usually violence is only used to get the victim in line but isn't an ongoing aspect.

21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation?
The main 3: humiliation, degradation, violation.

22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screaming etc
If the victim is in the position to, or has the personality type, to try and fight back, sure. It's extremely hot for me in those scenes that with all their fighting they still can't stop what's going to happen to them. But sometimes the victim is in no position to fight (is drugged, or being threatened with violence if they try, or the dynamic is coercive) or they're the type to freeze up. In those cases it's just as realistic to not have them fight and instead are humiliated for just lying there and taking it.

23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim?
When I do scenes in real life I have only ever struggled, including biting. But in fantasy, it depends.

24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc
Pleading, begging, and crying for the most part are important. Sometimes the dynamic doesn't call for it though.

25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ?
Often yes, I love words and humiliating insults being involved. Sometimes, especially if the victim and rapist know each other well in the fantasy, the victim is pleading to no response and the rapist just ignores them and does what they please.

26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up?
In one-on-one, inside the victims pussy. In gang rape, the victim will also get some on their face, down their throat, or in bigger scenes, just covering their body.

27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
When the victim has a pussy, never. I know anal is such a huge turn on for many people, but in rape there's just no way to realistically do it that fits what I like about the fantasy. Having had a dick accidentally shoved up my ass with no lube was excruciatingly painful, with no ounce of titillation for me. The dry pain was a complete turn off and it was not comfortable either for the person whose dick accidentally got in there either. So because of this anal just doesn't do anything for me in fantasy - it takes s*so* long for an ass to be ready for cock. Time I don't like to spend in most of my fantasies. When I have fantasies where the victim is a man being raped by another man, I get around it by including anal, but the focus is not really on it, moreso on the dicks and prostate being stimulated.

28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
If it's a gang rape yes. Being raped in the pussy while the mouth is being raped is a huge turn on. Just being completely filled by cocks from both sides, I love it =w=

29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Always, unless the victim is a guy with a dick.

30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm?
Always. It's easy to get me to cum in real life and so the fantasy of being raped and cumming from it and that being savoured, enjoyed, and made fun of by the rapist is incredible.

31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies?
It's slightly important. The victim being filled is the important part, but I'm often not interested in unrealistically large sized cocks. 7-10 inches is fine but I never focus too much on the specifics. If it's a smaller-sized victim in the fantasy then the cock will feel big and that's when it'll be focused on a little more than usual.

32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last?
10-15, sometimes 30 minutes for a daily "sit down and rub it out" jerk off session. I've gotten up to a few hours if I block the time for myself.

33. How do you feel after such a "session"
Often pleased and content.

34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies?
Sometimes after more politically-charged fantasies I have to give myself a bit of aftercare to remind myself that it's all pretend and doesn't reflect what I actually want. But those instances are few and far between. Being a victim of sexual abuse, I had to let go of most guilt surrounding this stuff years ago.

35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy?
Yes! My partner as well as basically anyone I have a discussion to about kinks and sexuality, as long as I know their mentality around this stuff and that they are going to understand what "fantasy" is.

36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies?
Unfortunately I haven't found many people in real life who share my level of extremity in sexual play. I have had partners who like to do it with me but find the thrill in providing the play for me, not the actual fantasy itself.

37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life?
This was my first year I got to! Now me and my partner do it semi-regularly ^v^

38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up?
Often, but not always!

39. Are kidnapping - captivity - repeated rape - sexual slavery scenarios part of your fantasies?
Sometimes, but not as common as one-offs. Usually if someone is restrained there is implication that it's only temporary. I am interested a bit in slave dynamic resulting in prolonged captivity but haven't explored it heavily enough to get it into my roster of fantasies.

40. Is the possible pregnancy of the victim part of your fantasies?
Yes, also a more recent one in the past year. Especially as a show of dominance by a father, or figure punishing me for being trans, or a stranger wanting to leave something behind.

41. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing a role in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)?
I can't think of any so probably not.

42. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly.
I am excited to have logged these answers and to maybe see how they change over time! I used to be not at all turned on by a lot of things, including some I wrote here. It's interesting the way that sexuality can change - but so far for me ravishment has not been one of them!

1. Your gender and age? F/32
2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual? Straight
3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim? Victim
4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies? 14/15/16yo
5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...)Book, I think
6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child? No
7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life? No
8. How often do you fantasize about rape? Currently once or twice a week
9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize? ocasionally
10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies? rarely
11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating? yes
12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies? Always rape/gangbang
13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know? Strangers
14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape? Always Gangrape
15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch? Always victim
16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important) not important
17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)not important
18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.) secluded cabin
19 What's your favorite typ of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)? redneck or black, about even
20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)? Unable to resist
21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation? Sloppy sex
22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc No
23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim? Not usually. Token resistance occasionally
24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc No
25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ? No
26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up? Vagina or belly
27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) Never
28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) Never
29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) Always
30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm?Sometimes
31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies? Not important
32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last? Varies from 20minutes to a few hours.
33. How do you feel after such a "session" sleepy
34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies? No
35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy? No one
36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies? No
37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life? No
38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up? Never
39. Are kidnapping - captivity - repeated rape - sexual slavery scenarios part of your fantasies? All three
40. Is the possible pregnancy of the victim part of your fantasies? Often
41. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing a role in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)? No
42. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly.

[Son of Lilith]

1. Your gender and age?
Male, 46

2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual?
Straight. - I've never tried something different, though.

3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim?
In my fantasies, I'm the beholder, i.e. the story teller. I observe the rapists rape the victim.
In my earlier fantasies as a teenager, I was the victim.

4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies?
Childhood, between 7 and 9 y.o. (maybe earlier, but not consciously?)

5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...)
I don't know what started it. I was raised very conservative (catholic) and strict. The environment in which I grew up had not been touched by the '68 spirit.
It might also have been a part of my personality always, who knows.
There are two dreams of my childhood which I still remember very vividly until today before my mind's eye. They might be related to/with my fantasies.

1) A teenage girl got trampled by a handful of peers on a schoolyard. I was close-by, but an invisible observer only - not part of the group. She was lying on the ground, her head/face was completely flattened, but she was alive, looking up at the trampling peers and laughing. She somehow welcomed and enjoyed it. It was like a game for her.

2) I was at a place which I perceived as a room, which was - as far as I remember - not equipped (beside a seat in the middle of the room; more than just a chair but less than just a throne. An adult female, between 20 and 40 y.o., was sitting on it. She had long blonde hair and she was wearing a very snug full-body suit, which was completely silvery and shiny. I was in the room with her, and my position was in front of her, a little to the left side. Her sitting position was higher than my position, that means, my point of view was at the height of her right knee/thigh, so I was mostly looking up to her. I recall that the whole environment was very bright, thus, I saw only the woman and the object on which she was sitting, but everything else (the background) was blurred, rather light-flooded. (Maybe this was just because my focus was on the woman during the dream?) I would say that we had eye contact several times, she might even had been smiling at me, but this I don't recall exactely. What I still recall is that the "connection / energy" was positive, that means, I enjoyed enormously to be there (I was not afraid), and it was extremely lustful. I might have touched her, but there was no conventional sexual intercourse/interaction. She was sitting during the whole episode, and she was in control of the situation. - As far as I remember, this was my first soggy dream, and it's the only one I can remember.

[Many years later, as an adult, I saw the interview of a man who credibly described that he, when he was 15 y.o., was abducted for about 72 by aliens. The aliens wore silver shiny suits and one was a female with long blonde hair. I asked myself whether this could have had happened to me? If it was more than just a dream? But up to today, I perceive my experience as a dream which I had back then, because I have no other indications to think otherwise.

6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child?
Not sexually. I got beaten and scolded very much, and I guess, I also lacked of emotional and physical devotion since I was little. This could have caused my personal preference for the imbalance between a sadist and a masochist...?

7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life?
No.

8. How often do you fantasize about rape?
It depends very much. I had periods I fantasized daily, and I had periods where I tried to eschew and to get rid of it because I perceived it as bad.

9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize?
Usually yes. Not necessarily. But it goes along with sexual lust and pleasure.

I found out that masturbating and having an orgasm OR masturbating and stopping before getting to orgasm can make a big difference about how I feel afterwards! It's my personal experience, after I had read: Marnia Robinson, "Cupid's Poisoned Arrow", 2009. I would recommend to read it.

And you might know this latin proverb: Post coitum omne animal triste est sive gallus et mulier.  =  After sexual intercourse every animal is sad, except the cock (rooster) and the woman.

10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies?
I hope so! (If the story is great, it's inevitable!)

11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating?
Yes. The better the rape fantasy story, the harder I can come.

12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies?
I have vanilla fantasies too.

13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know?
Nowadays, I'm usually the observer and the rape fantasy in most cases is about females only, and the perpetrators and the victims are strangers to each other.
When I was a child and a teenager, I often fantasized about being raped or at least sadistically molested by peers I knew from school. Male peers, when I was a child (until ~10 y.o.), female peers from 11 y.o. on.

Come to think of it: I'm pretty sure I expanded my fantasies from peers to strangers with getting internet in the late nineties.

14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape?
Gangrape, because the eroticizing, thrilling imbalance augments in a context of 2 vs 1, 3 vs 1, 4 vs 2 etc.

15. Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch?
As described above: I'm usually a mere observer.

16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
If I understand the question right, it is absolutely important. The rapists enjoys her destructive power and having sex alike.

17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
It is less important than the enjoyment of the rapist (No. 16). In other words: I love to focus on the sadistic female perpetrator and less on the victim, who usually is not a masochist.

The extent of suffering was not so important in my earlier fantasies. Those were about molesting and maybe having sex with a victim. Over time, after reading some stories containing violent elements, I discovered the lustful element of a rapist who gets aroused by the victim's suffering.
Therefore, it could be that some personal boundaries have gotten pushed further over time (concerning which fantasies I like and which I dislike). Still, I'm not fully sure about this finding.

18. What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.)
Public places or some abandoned industrial buildings. Hidden places in a shopping center (like an area under construction closed for public). A dungeon or a prison is possible.

19. What's your favorite type of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, female POW .....)?
My fantasies consist (most of the time) of females only (rapists and victims), at least since my early teenage years. At first, they were females of my age and young adult females. After having read rape fantasy stories in the internet containing underage protagonists, I have to admit that I also got to like fantasies with minors. Important: the young(er) ones are not necessarily the victims; likewise, they can be the perpetrators due to the lustful, wild, unrestricted and uninhibited nature of their youth.

20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)?
Over the years, it changed from the former to the latter. Still, the kind / type of violence I perceive as arousing depends.

21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degradation?
The humiliation and degradation part is in the center, for sure. It's about sadistic pleasure of the female perpetrators. [Otherwise it would not have to be a rape fantasy, right? :-)]

22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screaming etc.
Rather yes.

23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim?
It should be convincing at least. If the victim is sedated, for example, no resistance is convincing too. - At least, the violation is - usually - against the victim's will (unless the victim has a masochistic nature).

24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc.
Like No. 23. It makes a story more realistic.

25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ?
Yes.

26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up?
No.

27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Usually not. Rarely to never. But I would not mind, I guess.

28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
I would say always, if you allow me to subsume a girl facesitting another girl as oral rape, for example. Or an oral rape with a strap-on.

29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Occasionally to often.

30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm?
It depends. It's in the hands of the perpetrators.

31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies?
0 (sorry, guys!)

32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last?
As long as possible (see above, No. 9!). It is important that the rape is surrounded by a convincing story and that tension is built from the beginning towards the story's end.

33. How do you feel after such a "session"
Over decades, I felt guilty and I condemned myself for sticking to these fantasies and this kind of sexual preference after a "session".
I even discussed my feelings of shame and guilt with professionals. I'm still working on that...

Interesting fact: I learnt that whether a man is having an orgasm or not has a different influence on the chemistry of his mind/body, which in turn influences his sentiments! Again, see above, No. 9!

34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies?
I began to feel guilty as an adult. As a teenager, the feeling of guilt was not established as regards my sexual fantasies. Right now, I feel fine. Yet, I'm cautios because I'm not sure if I am really over it by now.

35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy?
Yes, but not close ones. Certain things should be kept private because of the different natures and characters of individuals in our personal environment. They would not understand because they cannot understand. Thank God, there is an internet!


36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies?
I don't know. Maybe, they have, and we do not know of each other's fantasies.

37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life?
No.

38. Do you imagine yourself or your victim to be tied up?
Not necessarily.

39. Are kidnapping - captivity - repeated rape - sexual slavery scenarios part of your fantasies?
Some of them, like kidnapping and captivity, e.g.

40. Is the possible pregnancy of the victim part of your fantasies?
No. At least not until today.

41. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing a role in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)?
No, I prefer everyday / average individuals.

42. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly.
When I had read a rape fantasy story in which the victim got snuffed for the first time, I perceived this outcome as a no-go. I've changed my opinion about that completely.

1. Your gender and age?
Female, 23

2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual?
Bisexual, but I mostly prefer girls

3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim?
The victim all the way

4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies?
Don't really remember, maybe 14

5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...)
I liked when film showed rape or violence, it was an instant turn on

6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child?
No, never

7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life?
No, that's sick

8. How often do you fantasize about rape?
Often

9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize?
Yes

10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies?
If they are fictional, then yes!

11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating?
Not necessarily, but they are good orgasmes

12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies?
I like vanilla fantasies a lot! They are both good

13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know?
Strangers

14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape?
gangrape

15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch?
always as the victim

16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
not so important

17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
absolutely important

18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.)
common life situation with big twist

19 What's your favorite typ of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)?
rapist: blacks or gangster, while for the victim: me or cute girls I find attractive (aka I have a crush on)

20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)?
Brutal!!!

21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation?
The degradation

22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc
Of course!

23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim?
It's funnier when they try to fight back, even though they are weak.

24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc
They must beg and scream! How could the rapist understand if he's doing a good job then?

25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ?
Not necessarily, but it adds excitement

26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up?
In the brain of the victim

27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Often

28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Often

29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Often

30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm?
Occasionally

31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies?
It has to be quite large and long, I like it when it goes up to the height of the chest of the victim

32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last?
I don't count the time :/

33. How do you feel after such a "session"
I eel great and I go back to studying or doing something else. I don't bring what I fantasies into my daily life.

34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies?
Rarely

35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy?
Absolutely not

36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies?
No

37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life?
No, but I would be interested in one

38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up?
Yes!

39. Are kidnapping - captivity - repeated rape - sexual slavery scenarios part of your fantasies?
Yes, I like them a lot

40. Is the possible pregnancy of the victim part of your fantasies?
No, I don't like pregnancy

41. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing a role in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)?
Yes, I love to fantasie about Emma stone, Aurora, Sophie Turner and many many others...

42. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly.
The key element to my fantasies is the brutality of the rapist and the hopeless victim

Hallo Fucktoy,

deine 42 Antworten lesen sich sehr reizvoll...
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[Archangel]

1. 22 years old
2. traditional orientation
3. The Rapist
4. At the age of 19
5. I think when I found the work "Waldo" while surfing the Internet and after that I started looking because it was interesting, now it's fantasy.
6. No, I was not subjected to child abuse as a child.
7. I have never raped anyone and no one raped me, although I don't mind if a beautiful stranger dragged me into the bushes)))
8. Sometimes, but this is not what bothers me, I live a good quiet life and I am interested in reading such stories, there are a lot of hot and passionate things in them.
9. No, only when I read.
10. Yes.
11. Yes, it helps to get a faster and brighter orgasm.
12. No, I don't have vanilla fantasies, although in life I like to make a girl pleasant and arrange romance.
13. A stranger.
14. gangrape))))
15. Both, but the second option is more interesting)
16. Well, if the rapist does not get pleasure, then he was cruelly deceived... Girls are very smart creatures...
17. Absolutely important.
18. There is no difference, but from the above I would choose a military camp and a prison, because it is dirty, cruel and a lot of sex)
19. Rapist: blacks, gangsters, soldiers, huge animals, monsters, mythical monsters. Victims: everything, but young)
20. There are no chapels in my fountain, not counting sexual orientation.
21. Sex in the process of which destruction occurs.
22. Yes, preferably. Too fabulous a plot just kills all the interest.
23. Not necessarily, but resistance, which is just a useless action for some show, may well be part of a fantasy.
24. It is not important, but it is still desirable.
25. Yes.
26. Inside the body of a poor slut.
27. I didn't like it before, but after anal sex with a girl, I really liked it, so yes.
28. Yes.
29. Yes.
30. No, it's stupid and spoils everything.
31. Huge, very big.
32. 20-30 minutes, maybe more, there are several sessions in a row)
33. Great, but the only thing that hurts is that everything has become fixed and you need to go somewhere.
34. No, fantasies are fantasies and there is nothing wrong with them, as long as they remain them.
35. Yes, there is such a person. And the attitude towards me has not changed, because I am quite a normal guy.
36. Yes, but this person is in another country.
37. No.
38. Yes.
39. Yes.
40. I think not.
41. No, I don't like familiar faces in fantasies, it's not interesting.
42. I like to read extreme stories on the topic of unequal sexual intercourse, by a group of people, large animals or monsters, various reasons, war, prison laboratories, and so on, I am interested in a lot, but this remains the most interesting for me, it is boring when the victim dies from mechanical damage, but in the process of sex and the consequences force me to reread such stories on many times.