I'm here because I have gotten involved with a man who is deliciously rough and powerful in bed, and that turns me on so much that I want him to force me to have sex with him and completely have free rein to do whatever he wishes with my body. I want to push and fight and struggle against him, and really give the fight my all, but I'm very small and he is very large, so I know it will not be possible. I want to be punished for fighting him. I want him to have to tie me down because I'm fighting too hard for him to let me be free. And then I want him to convince me that I enjoy what he is doing. I want to be so completely used by him that I will be fully and completely his.
i have two theories for why I want this, but they are not something I need to get into here.
However, since this is my fantasy and he is a little hesitant - he is afraid of how I will look at him the next day - but he is really excited by the idea in general, that he has sort of asked me to figure out how to negotiate such a scene in a way that we will both be comfortable. So, for the past week, I've been researching force fantasies and reading stories and getting some great ideas. I liked what I'd seen on this site and hoped that the info in the forums would help me make this a mind blowing experience for both of us.