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« on: October 17, 2016, 09:49:27 PM »

Just want to ask everyone, both male and female (or however you identify), victims and rapists alike-- What do you think caused you to start having rape fantasies? About what age did you first start having them?   If its a quick, easy answer, then that's cool.  But if it goes a lot deeper, feel free to take us on the journey!   Smiley
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« Reply #1 on: October 18, 2016, 03:13:36 PM »

Good question.  For me, i would say around the age of 15.  There was a patch of woods in back of our house and we would go over there and play sometimes.  Always imagined dragging a girl back there, tying her to a tree and stripping her naked before I had my way with her.   Of course, it never happened :)
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« Reply #2 on: October 18, 2016, 10:11:22 PM »

I can't pinpoint the exact moment but as a teenager I watched a lot of the 80's slasher movies and the thrill of the chase excited me when some nubile coed was hunted down. I always inserted myself in the scene but instead of murder being my objective I imagined raping her when I caught her. This sort of daydream went on in school where I wouldn't just fantasize about the girls in my class having sex with me willingly but how I would isolate them somewhere alone and rip their clothes off and rape them. All while they sat just a few desks away from me completely unaware.

One year I filled an entire spiral notebook with a running story of how I stalked and cornered and raped something like 30 different girls in my school. I burned it so no one would find it after I was done but now I wish I kept it so I could share it here.

There is just something so primal about seeing a beautiful girl and then going after her no matter what I have to do to have her. There is an extra level of arousal for me BECAUSE she she doesn't want me to have her. I am taking what I want and nothing will stop me.
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« Reply #3 on: October 25, 2016, 05:04:50 PM »

I was interested in "damsels in distress" for as long as I can remember. For instance, I was verrrry interested in after-school cartoons in which female characters were, say, tied up and suspended over a vat of boiling oil. And then around age 9 or 10 I saw "King Kong" (the 1933 original  with championship screamer Fay Wray), and the scene in which the natives manhandle the unwilling and terrified blonde into the virgin sacrifice bondage apparatus made a big impression on me just as I was about to hit puberty.

I was also a dorky kid who was bullied a lot, even by girls. Then when I was in seventh grade I had an interesting dream where all the girls in my class were lined up in the gym while I went down the line until I "chose" one. Oddly to me at the time, I picked a girl who had been a huge bitch to me for years, and to whom I had never felt anything but hatred. Maybe some other boys found her attractive, but never me. I hated her. But after I picked her out of that lineup in my dream, and she -- laughing nervously with humiliation -- was forced to start taking off her clothes in front of the whole assembly (I had only the vaguest idea of what was to come next, on the blue gym mat), I could never look at or think about her in quite the same way.

Looking back, yes, that is the first rapey thought I can remember having.
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« Reply #4 on: October 30, 2016, 05:25:28 AM »

Honestly, I have no idea.

I was never abused, have a great relationship with my dad, have not watched any porn before around age twenty, did not have a religious upbringing planting the idea that no good woman could ever enjoy something as immoral and dirty as sex. Nothing that would commonly be identified as "risk factors" from psychologists.

Yet, I was always drawn to darker stories and types of entertainment. As a kid I loved books in which the protagonists were imprisoned, hurt or had other terrible things happening to them. Thank goodness I'm not a kid today, as all childrens' entertainment is subjected to a type of editing eliminating anything perceived as "negative" and not sufficiently uplifting and encouraging... As a teenager I never liked the whole "romantic comedy" genre and I never wished for the same type of romantic and sensitive boyfriend that most of the girls idealized. In fact, I was so disconnected from girls the same age that I almost exclusively befriended boys. Those friendships have not been sexual at all. I did not have sexual fantasies until an unusually late  age (I don't know exactly, around 15 or so?). When they started they were mixed with my usual type of favourite stories, books and films immediately. It did not take too long for full-fledged rape fantasies to occur.

There you have my rather long version of: I really have no idea why... Not helpful at all, probably.
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« Reply #5 on: October 31, 2016, 12:24:18 PM »

Around age 15 as a method of getting revenge on people who considered me not worth being alive In my mind i showed them that i was alive and could affect the way they lived by my actions
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« Reply #6 on: October 31, 2016, 04:31:28 PM »

It started for me when I was 14 and I was raped by my female tutor.  I had intense nightmares about it for a long time afterwards.  But one time, I woke up from the nightmare squeezing my tits and rubbing my pussy.  I laided back down and thought about what happened to me and had one of the most incredible orgasms I've ever had in my short life.
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« Reply #7 on: October 31, 2016, 08:13:54 PM »

I remember when I was 9 or so, I was chasing one of my cousins around, female, a year or two older than me, who was screaming at the top of her lungs. It was play, and I was the bad guy, mask and drawn-on mustache and all. But, it was one of the first times I vividly remember ever getting hard.

Fast forward a few years, and my friend and I got me to see my first naked girl by violating her space: we were sitting in her bedroom, she was in her full walk-in closet changing her pants, and my friend angled the mirror on the door to her closet so we could see her, fully in the buff.

Yeah...I really didn't know it at all then, but I can definitely tell with hindsight I was quite into violation, rape, and chase scenarios way back then.
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« Reply #8 on: November 02, 2016, 12:52:52 AM »

Thank you for sharing everyone.   Silly me, I forgot to speculate on mine, lol.  Being the post starter, I suppose I should have. 

Hmm... It is pretty hard for me to pinpoint.  I'm trying to remember. 

Well I had great parents, I was never raped or abused. 

But when I was a kid, I figured out how to masturbate when I was about 3. I just remember self exploring and stumbling across my clit, and wondering what that was.  I didn't know, but I LOVED touching it, felt amazing. It was a regular thing for me.  Then ages 4 to 6, there were 3 boys I always played with (they lived on my block) and we would all "explore" sexually whenever we were alone. They didn't force me, we were all curious.  I wanted to see what they had.  They wanted to see what I had.  It was just lots of touching with hands and mouths. We were too little to do anything else.  In fact... When I was little, I didn't even know I had a vagina hole!  I thought the outer labia and the clitoris were all girls / women had for "privates".  Because that was all I had found thus far.  I guess my hymen had the vaginal hole totally sealed up, so I didn't even know it was there.  The boys didn't know either, they never touched anything except my labia and clit.  Sometimes playing around we would just do the "humping" motion because we saw it on TV.  But we were little so their "thing" wasnt getting hard or big enough to do anything, lol. 

Anyway...  That was all consensual play. 

I don't remember having forced or rape fantasies until...  Um...  Well, around the age of 8 or 9, it started out with me imagining boys kidnapping me and forcing me to marry them, because I saw a few movies like that and it was exciting to me.  I would always imagine it being some cute boy from school. And I had a thing in my fantasies for guys with supernatural powers, like sorcery, magic and such. Almost like a Harry potter thing.  Yeah, I was a dork.   lol. 

But I was REALLY shy and insecure with boys after the age of 8. I moved to a new place and no longer had those "private play" boys around.  And none of the other kids seemed to have any of the sexual knowledge I did.  Or the desire for it. So I just kept that all to myself. 

Well then my parents got divorced.  I stayed with my Dad because I was more of a Daddy's girl.  But I was coming up on 11 and 12 at that time.  My older sister ran out and got herself pregnant at 17 and had to get a job and her own place by 18.  My Dad was REALLY scared that I was gonna do the same.  So right away, he started preaching all this stuff about how "boys are only after ONE thing" and it was "Better for me to forget all about boys, stay in school and focus on my education". 

By the time I was 15 or 16, I of course wanted nothing more than a BOYFRIEND! But I was still extremely shy and insecure.  Way too scared to even THINK of telling a boy that I liked him.  And I couldn't ask my Dad for advice, because if I brought up the subject of boys, all Dad would do is get upset, thinking I was gonna start dating and do just like my sister.  So I had this thing where, at least around Dad, I would pretend that "boys are one-track-minded jerks that I want nothing to do with" because that kept him from preaching. 

And then at school, like I said, I was too proud / shy / insecure to admit my feelings for a guy.  I just assumed none of the guys would like me, so I never said a word.  That and I think it was also guilt and shame at the idea of me, a girl, "chasing boys", especially in front of my Dad! I mean I was supposed to be swearing boys off and sticking to my education, right? 

But I certainly wanted sex!  And a guy.  So....   How can sex with a guy ever happen, when you're refusing to make the first move?  The GUY has to make the moves, of course!  So to avoid shame, I started fantasizing that boys were approaching me and making all the moves.  Making all the sexual advances. 

That gradually moved to imagining that they were FORCING me.  Which excited me, because it was a way for me to indulge in sex, without feeling guilty. I mean...  I'm not a desperate slut if the guy forces me, right?  Nope.  I'm "little Miss Innocent", lol.

So yeah, around 14 I remember having actual forced sex fantasies about my neighbor, a boy I went to junior high and high school with. 

From then on, it was pretty much that way with every guy I liked.  Then with my first marriage at 24, it got to a point where consensual sex was "ok" and it was good if I was feeling lonely and needing "love".  But the only thing that ever TRULY excited me were my fantasies.

But I'm on my second marriage right now and NEITHER of my husbands were ever into my fantasies.  Bummer...   

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« Reply #9 on: November 02, 2016, 04:19:10 AM »

That  was awesome. Thanks for sharing.
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« Reply #10 on: November 02, 2016, 08:01:31 AM »

It was a movie with a rough sex scene, Blind Side (1993)
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« Reply #11 on: November 03, 2016, 04:52:42 PM »

Early teens. Many action movies I saw had rape scenes in them, and while I suspect I was supposed to be shocked, I oddly found myself getting excited.
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« Reply #12 on: November 03, 2016, 07:41:52 PM »

I kept seeing rape mentioned in TV shows and newspapers in my early teens. One Christmas, I was given a new Dictionary and after a TV character was raped off screen, I looked up the word rape in the Dictionary.

Then I looked up more words that were sexual in nature and the rest is pretty much part of my history.

The more rape scenes I saw on TV or movies, the more I began to write my own with myself as the rapist and babes I knew like a teacher or neighbor as the victim.

This was long before internet.
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« Reply #13 on: November 04, 2016, 12:18:04 PM »

I kept seeing rape mentioned in TV shows and newspapers in my early teens. One Christmas, I was given a new Dictionary and after a TV character was raped off screen, I looked up the word rape in the Dictionary.

Then I looked up more words that were sexual in nature and the rest is pretty much part of my history.

The more rape scenes I saw on TV or movies, the more I began to write my own with myself as the rapist and babes I knew like a teacher or neighbor as the victim.

This was long before internet.

This is pretty much how things went for me.  All of the sexual material I could get my hands on were in the police blotter, so I equivocated sex with rape and vice versa.  Bondage was a thrilling way to restrain someone I wanted to have sex with, and only later did I discover that I was a sadomasochist, (that was when I started exploring things oh...maybe college age?)
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« Reply #14 on: November 04, 2016, 02:01:44 PM »

This is a really good question. First let me state no woman (or I guess guys too) should have to endure this against their will.  If it's the whole consenting adults thing and it's done  as "rape or gang rape play" like on the Kink.com and they understand the implications this involves then great, but not and never against anyone's will.  Now to get back to your question, and I'm speaking as a nonprofessional erotic story writer and artist.  Here my "evil or dark side" can draw a woman, and usually I like these to be authority figures, fighter pilots, divers warriors, and put her in a scene where she's viciously taken. One I saw the really explicit princess Donna video where she was horrifically taken this kind of upset me.  I felt for her, but then there are other scenarios where I want to see her surrounded pinned from behind and captured.  Think the first time saw rape was in a war movie where a German ambulance got taken over and the German nurse was fighting to keep the men from tearing her uniform off.  The sick thing is, I wanted to see how they would use her and maybe I wanted to be part of the gang that took her?  Does this make any sense?

The scenario where the woman is in the shower room and suddenly she's surrounded by fifteen hot guys does excite me though. The other thing too was, I began corresponding with this hot amazing women who tells me the amazing gang fuck adventures she gets in.  It got me so turned on that I wanted to really participate in one of her rape play parties.  The other thing for me is the anticipation in a gang bang (or gang rape) movie.  For whatever reason my art lately has reflected Frogwomen getting captured, used, gang raped and this drives me wild.  My problem is that if I saw a lone Frogwoman get caught say on the beach after a dive, I don't necessarily know if I would try to help or watch her as her gear was being removed, and she was then gang raped.  The thing is rape as much as it is about power, and dominance over another - is also about opportunity.  If it was a lot easy and people _mainly guys new that they could get away with it, then it would happen a lot more.  The women I mentioned is great because she will let me write down scenarios where I have caught her and I'm raping her myself.

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