I have been a fan of rape fantasies since I was 9-10, I'm a bisexual man only attracted to "femme" males and have always been into kinkier stuff. Recently my life has changed, for the better I might add and as a younger adult Testosterone filled former Jock, I have well shall we say, an immense appetite for self satisfaction. In layman's terms I choke the chicken to the point PETA wants to castrate me. But, as my life has changed my fetishes are less and less satisfying. I can have great orgasms, but don't have that feeling of euphoria as I did before things changed. Rape porn/ Rape stories are great and all, but I can't' use them 95% of the time as I used to. So... At this time where adolescence ends and manhood begins, I find myself at the same point I did 9-10 years ago, looking for what I like. Any ideas? Should I sit down and watch hours of porn until I find what I like? Should I read stuff from Literotica as opposed to BDSM library? What do you think?