Large sweaty men,that I can't see,only hear and feel,they have big,sweaty hands that are calloused and they reek of smells like, under arm perspiration oder,cheap cologne,alcohol,gas and oil and a very fishy smelling lake,they never tell me what's going to happen next,all I know is is that right now,in the moment, I don't know if I'm going to live or die, I just know that I'm abducted,stripped naked and being raped.