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Sorry it took so long to get into the BDSM, but I had to establish the characters. Consent is all overlap. That ain't a line they're crossing, it's a Neutral Zone, because of Mind Control.
Sam (FF Psyc Mnem CoDe Sedu Saph NS.)
"Hh!" rubbed under my glasses, and took them off. Folded them and put them back in the case. "Could you be a dear, and mix me a Tequila Spritzer?" Dove off the wagon, haven't even gotten drunk again yet, but I turned in my chip. "HhHhH. Thanks." It steadies my nerves. "Huh!" Bartender, another round? "Reverse psychology."
"Like my working in Computers, because of my family's Luddite beliefs?"
"No," shaking my head did little to clear it, "Sorry, that's the popular understanding, but you mentioned that you can't remember the start. The details, because you started so young?" She nodded, "Well, it's actually sometimes easier to start with more recent memories, and work your way back through older ones that the new ones recalled. Like your running away led to your husband, and therefore you could recall from that to your childhood romance." Definitely easier to read, but still pretty shakey. "Hh, do you
know what repetition Compulsion is?"
"I doubt I understand it." Progress, when we met she knew everything.
"Good, all right well when our Ids chew on something they can't understand, they tend to go over and over it, like a broken record. It's broken, though, so impossible to find something new without making it up, but you may become desperate, and relive it in real life."
"Like Role Play, and Larping?"
"What's that? The latter." Actually, Role-play isn't something we've tried yet. She's impossible to hypnotise, and I'm never any good at that anyway.
"Well, like D&D, but you go out, get dressed up, and act it our with toy weapons, and the like."
"Oh," not the kind of Role-Play I was thinking of, but possibly Adaptable? "Go on?"
"Well, you can only do so much with Dice, to randomize the odds of hitting someone, or what have you."
"It sounds violent."
"It's a boys game, like Pirates, Cops and Robbers, Cowboys an;"
"Dungeons, and Dragons."
"Right, but when I played it in college, I ran a Historical Fiction campaign. Without all the magic, and supernatural creatures. It's not historically accurate, but we really couldn't find a way to balance Magic that was acceptible. So, we basically used the D&D rules in more conventional settings."
"Like what?"
"Well, depends on the Campaign, we started in the Renaissance Mediterranian, but as if the 14th-through-16th centuries happened all at once, and a geographic separation, East West." She nodded as much to tell me she was following, "So, for instance the Morion helmet, which was fairly common from England to Italy was mostly confined to, and symbolic of Spain, the Inquisition, and Conquestadore's. Then, after Columbus we sailed it over to the Caribbean, Gulf Coast, and northern South America around the mouth of the Amazon. Then, generations after that we finally wound up in the West up to about the Gold Rush to the Yukon."
"What's a Morion?"
"A fencing helmet, really nice for parrying sword cuts, with Rapiers, and Sabers, like the Conquestadores wore. Here, I've got one in a closet somewhere upstairs. I went around them, and up to Ian's room. He keeps most of the swords, guns, and so forth, to play with his friends, most of them scattered about the floor, so I had to dig it out of the bottom of his toychest. "Here," I stood up, Still fit, "How's it look?"
Goldish plastic. "Where did you get that?"
"It was a gift, from my boyfriend in college. I think he got them from Fiestas... De Santa Fe?" De San Fransisco, de Asis. "I went to Saint John's."
She nodded, "The one in Santa Fe." Right there has to be hundreds of St. Johns' colleges, and universities.
"So you need a character."
"Well," she scratched her head, "I don't have a hat, but I used to play Cowboys and Indians with the boys back home."
"Texas?"
She shook her head, "Oklahoma. And soldiers, and Cops and Robbers, they really liked guns, though."
"Okay," I bent gown, picked up a rubberband gun. "Will this do?"
"1 shot."
"Well, that's also balance. Like not having Magic, pistols like revolvers give an unfair advantage, for instance against a 15th century Greek Pirate," she tipped her hat, "Like Morion, she had mostly Matchlock pistols, muskets, and swivelguns."
"That's your character?"
"I like the hat. Always did, and it's passed down from mother to daughter, along with her fleet."
"And she's a pirate."
"Most of them were, Conquestadora, Merchant/Mercenary Privateer, Madam of the 7 seas..."
"You mean like prostitution?"
"Yes, one of her many titles was Queen of Whores. She also duked it out with the various types of Christianity, around and across those 7 seas."
"Symbolically."
"Of course, my boyfriend was a bit of a Satanist, or called it Anti-christian, but he had a pact with the Devil. A Corruptors' Pact in return for the souls he sent to hell. That was his retirement plan, so the various factions we're against were the 5 churches, roughly of the
Pentacost. All of them at war with eachother, and we're right in the middle. There were 2, or 3 competing Popes at any given time."
"Fighting all of them."
"Well, raiding them, intercepting their ships, capturing them and conscripting crews to convert them to, well it became a Cult at some point. The Morions became progressively more Messianic. Santa Marinana di Pori. Madre' los, well Morion. Generation after generation as her power, and influence grew."
"And because of the sexual aspect."
"Well, the Prostitution was mostly for the men. Part of the conversion process, adapted, and liberally changed from the Bene Jessurit Missionaria Prophetica."
"I'm sorry?"
"Frank Herbert, Dune. My boyfriend was also more of a Science/Fantasy nerd."
"So, she's like an antisaint, or Popess."
"Only instead of representing purity, and genocide, she represented sexual liberation, and freedom."
"So an anti heroine."
"A heretic, the churches didn't care for her converting their soldiers, and conquerers. One of them tortured Torquemada to death, and used that leverage to negotiate a Conquestadora's rank, the only Conquestadora that never existed."
"But without the Genocide."
"Hh, she mostly pirated, yes, but her crew was probably a contagion vector for all the plagues she carried over like Smallpocks. They didn't actively comit Genocide, but she helped the Spaniards, the whole time they were waging it on Hispañola, the Mississippis, and Amazon region."
"Mississippis?"
"Sorry, not the river, the people. It was named after the primary civilization on the continent, Pyramid Builders. The Spaniards wiped them out, leveled their mounds, and burned their writings so that the only thing left was the name of the river they were lucky enough to control when we brought Guns over."
"Oh," History major, then I took some computer classes, as a second actually profitable career. I'm doing fairly well, all things considered.
"So, rob from the rich, to feed their fleet, not unlike how the Mongols conquered most of Asia, but on the seas to take advantage of all the shipping at the time."
"And sex."
"Yes, and getting involved with the DM who got me into BDSM." ... "Bondage, and Discipline, mostly."
"But like S&M."
Nod, "Only the Bondage and Discipline aspects of it."
"Hh, well I never liked. Well? You know, I was the girl, who played with boys so give you 3 guesses who wound up tied to the train-tracks." I nodded. She held up the unloaded pistol, "Pew!" flipped it around her finger, and looked back to pull out her pocket. "So, hows the rules work for this LARPing thing?" Used the clothes pin to clip it on.
"Well, we have to make those up, it's a bit of a negotiation, but if we work them out, then we don't need a DM."
"What's that?"
"A Dungeon Master."
"Oh, good." She looked over my shoulder. "Is that a cane?"
No telling what Ian and his friends were doing with it. "My father's. Sorry, adopted grandfather's roughly. From the Mennonites I lived with until I turned 18."
"Like Virgil, well Doc Holidays at the OK Corral."
"Yes, let's go out and work on your character, first."
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Marion {g2M Auto Trans}
I was born a sinner. First and foremost, whatever they told me I shouldn't do? Do that, it usually feels good, the golden rule was "Just don't get caught." So, when they told me not to pick boogers, I started to pick my nose, in private, so I could enjoy it. For hours, if I could get away so long. Long after I ran out of snot, and swallowed all of it sucking it back down my throat. That's why I started playing with myself, children naturally do. Touch their private parts, it's not even sexual. Babys grab their feet, and giggle, because their feet are on the other end. That's how we discover our feet, and it's not called foot fetishism.
So, there's one set: {Sin.} The second set I discovered was {Sex.} Girls don't do that, so whenever I heard about a new boy thing, I tried it. Not out of some, iconoclastic cynicism, but because I'd done all the girl things, to death. You know what's not "Sin?" Sexism. So, I can't be sure whether I was always a boy tapped in a girl's body, or how much of it was jealousy at all the cool stuff boys could do. Pants? Pants have pockets, and button the right way. They protect their knickers, and anything they have inside. And, I had to pee.
In private, mustn't let anyone see, nor even hear you tinkle. I had to tell one of the girls, to tell an adult, when it started hurting to pee. You don't talk about it. Another thought there was something wrong with her when she farted. Because that's how we're raised, with dolls, and the complex lies that girls are hollow little porcelin things sewn up around a mat of straw. No heart, nor bowels, much less a brain, just like the Tinmen we saw across the classroom. And playing, not with me, because the common misconception was that I was biologically incapable of climbing a tree. {And the Theory of Evolution was a myth.}
Now wait just a damned minute, why in creation did God give us hands, and not to climb trees with them? Thanks, Eve. nlm. So, call it Penis envy, maybe us bossy bitches wouldn't be so pissed all the time if you didn't get all the good stuff. I didn't read Fairy Tales, well except for Jobe, I guess. I was 11 before I heard of the Easter Bunny, Jesus brought us presents for Yule, St Nikolas drove, and Ruprecht wasn't even discussed. We didn't have pictures in the story books, and they were read to us. So, trying to understand my sex really has to account for the situation I was raised in. No, I wasn't trapped in a girl's body, I was a prisoner, of a myth. I didn't have the privilege of dreaming of being a Princess.
However, for a more modern allusion, look at that story. What does the princess do? Wait for the Prince, that's her adventure. Know when to let down your golden hair, get all your chores done so your fairy godmother can get you all gussied up to dance with Him, how to poison yourself when you wake up to find him dead, and poisoned, because he thought you dead. Lie there, clutching a Rose, until He comes in, to wake you with a kiss; I could go on, but the story always ends there. I was born dead, and damned. Why the though of Hell never scared me, it sounded more interesting.
The first thing I did was look over. To the Right, walking up the hill to the church. For "Communion," honestly we ate and drank together, every meal of our lives, so really this was a chance to eat with the Adults. Keepers of secrets, the Ruling Class, and hear the Pastor. I learned early on that in the congregation, nobody was watching me, because everyone was there. And in the choir box, ans long as you don't move your head, you could always look up at the boys across from us. "Hh," I always liked boys. The way they look, the way they smell, their clothes, and all the neat things they get to do. Especially their hands, rough, tough, I saw a boy pull a thorn from his palm, without wincing, and dust the dirt off before going back to play.
I don't remember ever wanting to be one. So, no. I don't believe I'm Transexual. {Technically, she is, a Transexualist to be more precise, but there was no distinction between sex, and gender at that point. Or she would have heard of it.) I am a woMan. Annie Oakely/Irving Berlin were right, I don't want to be a man, I want to be Better. We can do things they can't, like create life, and actually get something out of their nipples. So, i guess one thing I'm learning from myself now is Why men do it. Why it's "Penis Envy" instead of Castration Anxiety. Why the entire society, all of them, and deritives thereof are the inferiorities of females. because the truth is, we are Superior. at best, we need 1. A bull, or rooster, to keep us fertilized, when without us, the race doesn't survive.
The only way to cover it up is to yell louder. Chain, and enslave us, set up prisons, build walls brick by brick, mortared with lies. You know what have 2 legs, and flies? Pants. I was ignorant of why forever, it was something pants had, when I asked it was so they could put them on and take them off. Our dolls didn't have pants, they were all girls. We didn't have babydolls, because we're not expected to care for children. We had wet nurses, and teachers for that. Our purpose was to take care of our husbands. Keep them fed, clothed, and warm. We did not see pregnant women, in creche. We knew where children came from.
"God."
So, it was for peeing. Further back, that was for pooping, and don't poot. Girls don't do that. Seriously, that was sex ed, for me. Girls don't fart, much less ever hear that word. It was shameful, breaking gender roles to do that. So, I farted a lot, publicly whenever I could, or saved it. I got good at it, i even learned if i bent over right, I could "Take a breath," and hold it. So, if you're wondering where that fetish comes from, there you are. I also found, all the naughty places i wasn't supposed to touch myself. Because i heard we weren't supposed to, I'm pretty sure skirts, dresses, and slips are to keep our hands from between my legs, but I found them by process of elimination.
First, anywhere it tickles. My favorite game was Hide and Seek. No where else to play with myself, so I was never it, I always wanted to play, because I could hide. Be alone, and get my hands between my legs. I imagine that's why the insides of them are erotic, now that I think of it, i loved slips before panties. We wore linen dresses that could stop a lazer, but cotton slips, because the more protection for that general area, the better. It was always hot, which is why I got into jumping, they wouldn't flop up to the knees anyway, but I found I could let it slip even with my skirt still over my knees. I didn't need to use my hands, I could leave them in my lap, and just move my knees. Nobody looked, the other girls were either watching the preacher, or looking up. Across the church, and the box of boys.
"Hih!" Flap flap flap...
That's how i learned to play with myself, first. In public, the relatively cool puffs of fresh air, and the relatively fine cotton in my thighs, I even had to hold my heavy skirt up to keep it from getting sucked down, and I had my first orgasm. I swear, left hand to god, I got off, slipping my hands down between my legs, and thinking about a boy. Right in front of me, with his hands between my legs. The backs of his fingers, held together, prayers style, and told the shoolmarm I had to pee. Or, I nodded, quietly, so I didn't have to say it. "Do you need the toilet?"
She walked me back, held my hand, sat down and waited. Listened to hear me pee, I bent over, and grunted to "Poot!" In the water closet, single stall, and a chair for the schoolmarm to set on. They had newspapers just for that. My skirt bunched up against the tank, bent over the front, undercloth pulled down to my knees. To hold them, coarse handwoven Linen. Grey, like the dress, and we were not allowed to scratch. We had slips, like sheets to protect us from the itchy skirts, and it might as well have been a crown of thorns to protect our maidenhead.
I caught my breath, just cooled down until the feeling passed, but I thought i was in love. With him, I didn't know his name, even though I lived with him. I had to listen, within earshot, not to close to hear another boy call him "Jake."
I had another, "Rapture," sitting on a log, watching him split wood in the snow. He didn't take his shirt off, he rolled his sleeves up to the elbows, and loostened his tie. He left, couldn't have been more than a year, or two before his voice cracked, but he wiped off his head, put his cap back on, and left the rag for me to smell his sweat. I stuck it, in my underpants, after I brought it back to the dorm. We were allowed this. I could sit out, hair covered in front of God, and everyone, and watch him split wood. The chords in his forearms, like rope covered in calfskin, his grunts, and the power he split the log asunder with one swing. "Huh!" I could watch, and sigh. Just couldn't do anything about it.
Sammy {f/m TV/CD Fant}
"Whatcha doin?"
I looked up, had to shade my eyes under my bill, "Fishing." That boy, Joel's brother.
"You don't have any bait?"
"Ain't got no fish, neither." Pull out the dangling string, and drape it back upstream to wiggle down through the rocks like a snake, couldn't find a snake to play with. "Play fishin'," or a Centipede between mushrooms. (Atari.)
"Huha!" he just jumped down. "Hot as hell today."
"Why'm down here." wiggled my toes in the wet sand, "It's cooler."
He took his boots off, and sat on a rock. Just like I did, on that side of the bank. "Ahh!" Rolled his pant legs up to get at the laces. "How long you been here?"
"All my life," I laughed, "Loel." Right, Loel, and Joel. "Huh, where's Joel?"
He shrugs, "You know my brother?" Never plays with him, calls him wuss, and baby.
"Yeah, I'm Sammy. I played with him the other week?"
He squinted, sun's behind you, I bet my face is pretty well lit. "He doesn't know any boys named Sammy?"
Now I had to laugh, take off my cap, and let my sweaty curls drop out, pull at them with my fingers.
"Oh, Sammy."
I nodded, "Yeah, just got my hair off my neck, you din't recognize my face?"
"Well," he laughed, "You usually walk around all, Cousin it." I hate that, threw a rock. "Hey!" he jumped.
"Don't call me that!"
"Sorry!" He looked around, "I'm sorry I called you a boy."
Shrug ",'sal right," it happens, not all the time, but especially when I got my hair up under my cap. Often enough to get used to it. "Tomboy," I guess.
"You like boy stuff?"
"Like what?"
"You know, like climbing treas," yeah, "Cussin, and fishin'?"
"Well? SPTUH!" I spat, "That's just kids' stuff."
"Well, what about girl stuff?"
"Like what?" this should be good.
"You know, like dolls, house, teatime, and," he scratched his head.
"I'll stopya right there," I put my hand up, "Now, you notice what those groups have in common? Your own set: How come boys get to climb, cuss, and fish, girls get to stay home, take care of the kids, and cook dinner when you get home?"
"You can't climb trees in a dress?"
"Why I wear jeans?" Pull my feet out. "Well, your girls sound Boring."
"I'll say!" He laughed, "I don't like girls likeat."
"Good," cause I ain't one. "And for another, that's sexist." He laughed, and blushed? "What?"
"I just never here no girl talk about sex before."
"Well, I ain't no girl, neither." I'm a tomboy. That don't piss me off, it's true! "But sexism ain't about sex, it's a lie that girls are inferior to boys."
"Who tolja that?"
"Huh! It's true, I'm telling you that. You ever hearda Annie Oakley?" He shook his head, "Well, she's a trick shooter, in Buffalo Bill's Wild West Show. Best one he had, shot the pants of anyone that tried her when they traveled around. And she had this song. "Anything you can do I can do better, I can do anything better'n you." But it's a duet."
"Nu uh!"
"Yeah, it is, with Buffalo Bill."
"Yeah, well what can do better'n me?" He's older, too.
"I betcha I can out-shoot ya." I pulled out My BB gun, and pulled the lever. Had to fish a BB out of the seam in the bottom of my pocket.
"What's the bet?"
"How 'bout a dare?"
"Well, then what's the dare?"
Shrug, "Depends on how good I beatcha."
"Your on!"
I got up, threw my boots over. "Besides, what d'you think girls talk about in the girl's room?"
"Idaknow?" He put his on, while I climbed up. "Throw me my boots. Same thing you do in the boy's room, boys, kissing, making out;"
"Nu uh!"
"Yeah, playing with ourselves, too."
"Stop! Get outta hear."
"No shit. Don't you play with yourself?"
"Yeah, but,"
"So do girls, and grownups, practically everone." I know, anyway.
"Butcher not supposed to." Reach down,
"Yeah, but. Uuhn! Everbody does it," shrug. "Just not supposed to talk about it."
"Why's that?"
"Well, whad'ya get when you cross a rinoceros with an elephant?"
"I dunno, what?"
"Eliphino," clap his back, "Come on, I do my plinkin' down here."
"Wantcher boots?"
"Not right now," they're hot. The grass ain't burnin my feet, he brought them anyhow. "Not like anyone'd steal them. What do you think about?"
"I dunno."
Not real bright, "When you play with yourself?"
"Idunno," he shrugs, "Girls?"
"Well, doin what with them, holding hands? Huggin, kissin?" Kinda pretty, though.
Shrug, "Just whatchou look like," he didn't look, turned away, "Nekkid."
He ain't seen me naked, "Ugh!" Has he? Let me beat the pants off him real quick... "Go set up some cans, overup on that there fence," I pointed. My gun, my range.
"Why me?"
"My gun, and I gotta fish the BBs out." Ooh, a pellet! "Besides," I pointed with the muzzle, but I had the lever open over my elbow, "You gotcher boots on."
Looked like it was in pretty good shape, "Wh!" blew some fuzz off. I loaded it first, while he wasn't lookin. "Cocked."
"Huh?" He looked back.
"Clear the range," I hummed, "Where seldom is heard,.." Pt...inK! Cock it, roll a BB out between my fingers. This ones' a bit flat on one side, so put that back by the valve side, press it in with my pinkie nail. "Cocked," hand it over. "Take yer time,"
Nice butt, always thought so. Didn't really ever have a crush on him, but saw him all the time, and thinkin about boys, the ones you know tend to flash through your head, playin with myself.
Ptk!
"You ever shot before?" I didn't pat it, or swat it, or touch him, or nothin, but it looked pretty hard, under his jeans pockets.
Cock, Pt...ksh!
The bottle fell in pieces. A big one, with the label off, but from 40 oz, if I remember. Maybe a quart, he set it up. Cock, "Here you go, now." I helt it up, ran my hand up the stock, and showed him how to hold it. "The sights a little off, so aim high and to the left." I turned my thumb sideways to hold the nail up next to the site, "Right about here. And you need to stand better, look," I took the gun, stepped back, "See how my leg balances the gun out front? And my arm, square that back, and point your toes, lykiss." I pinched some dirt over with my thumb toe. Didn't even site, it's his shot. "Here," I handed it back.
He tried it, "Good, that's better." With his legs back, and spread likeat, it pulled his jeans tighter, and I stuck my fingers in my pocket, I don't want to outright cheat, not that I have to. I already won with an even number of shots. He missed, and I don't have to. I counted the number of beads in my fingers with my thumbtip, Pt...K! 2 misses, nodded. "Go set the can back up."
Marked off a couple lines for me, wrote _Lowel_ with a big fat nothin under it. "Here," I handed it back, "Why don't you take the last shot?" Dropped the shot back in the bib pocket, clean miss, I started walkin back.
"Where you goin?"
"Get my fishin pole."
He carried my gun, too. Jumped down, in the sand, no burrs. Stepped across, the stones that were practically mine anyway.
"Well," he jumped down, "What about the bet?"
"Take your shirt off," I wet it in the stream, it found it's own way down. He pulled it out, and off. "Now, turn around." Probably would've wasted more shots to get him to drop his pants.
WhoOH!
"Ahi!" he jumped. Tried to reach back, pull his head to look over his shoulder. "Ow, that hurt!"
"Yes, I can." ~Ethyl Merman.
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{Quote Note: She didn't read the jacket on the record, and thinks that's actually Annie Oakley, singing a duet with Buffalo Bill in their Wild West show, which she hasn't seen. ~I. Berlin.}
Marion {FF BDS. No M, also, notice the difference between Marion, the player, and Morion, the character. (Also the Id-state)
"Huh!" Not bad! "It's not all that Erotic."
"I thought I'd start low, and build up from there," she took it back, and tucked in her bag. Purse/attache with a shoulder strap, to carry it all in one bag. "So, wanna try it?"
Preliminary rule: Make it sound good, so we can act it out later, and yeah. Her script. "You wanna go fishin'?" Just another language, or Dialect, actually.
"I thought maybe we could skip ahead to the action."
"Shooting?"
"Huh, 1: I been shooting all my life. Carried a .270 out on the ranch in case of Cayote, when I was little enough to be afraida Cayote. And 2: I don't have a BB gun, and there's no way I'm handing you a loaded firearm. I mean the action at the end."
"The flogging." Straight into the whips, "Your first scene?"
"Yeah, but it's a wet yarn, how much damage can you do with that?"
"Well," I got up," I'd have to show you." She asked for it, so I went out, opened the door, and heard her follow me down to the basement. Got my keys out, and unlocked the padlock on the door all the way in the back. "What you're talking about is basically a coach-whip." I left it open, came right out.
"You have a dungeon."
"And I collect whips," Hold up the cane, "This is a cane. I am not going to hit you with it, probably not for years, but I thought it would be ideal for your toy fishing rod."
"You got any yarn, lying around?"
"I might." I knit, she knows that. "Or macrame chord?" Why I don't have cats.
"What's the difference?" She doesn't, knew that too.
"Macrame chord is heavier and stronger," I locked up, dropped the keys back in my jacket pocket on the way up. "Get the light, and close the door, where do you want to do this?"
"Outside?"
"Well, that would have all the swinging room, now wouldn't it. Not all that private, but if we can move some furniture." Out in the living room, there's a vaulted ceiling.
"Hh," she shook her head, "Might as well go whole hog, I don't care about privacy, your neighbors around?"
"I don't know about the neighborhood kids," summer, "But;"
"You think we could risk going topless?"
"I," don't care. She probably knows that, "I was rather more concerned about your, taboos."
"Don't worry about that, I'll get over them."
"Okay!" It's not that hard to tie a yarn on the end of a stick, I really din't have to bother whittling a notch in the top to loop a bight over. "Nice knot."
"Boywer's hitch."
"For archers," I nodded, "But not a bowline?" I shook my head. Picked a nice bruise purple, thought it appropriate, inkvine violet. (F. Herbert.) "Mood is a thing for lovemaking, and cattle." ~G. Halleck, I laughed. "He was always known for having the right quote. It's recursive, like nested allusions."
She took off her shirt, shrugged. "Bra on?"
"And I'm thinking, you have enough control to hit me in the midriff."
We are both in our 40s, multiple pregnancies, she had a little Sandia scarring from stretch marks. Not flat and tanned as a swimsuit model, and I could care less. I'm recovering from a lot of stupid issues, that she's freeing me from. This isn't gay, I loved her, and she, trusts me, to show it. "And if I turn around, I can't see how you do it."
"All right," we pulled the cover off the hot tub, didn't fire it up, but the fantasy specified a wet yarn tailed coatchwhip. "Nh!" I tested it on my arm. "Nh!"
"Okay," I dipped the whole tail, "This is a Stockwhip, which means it swings like a flail," I took some practice casts, to get used to the length, "so you want to swing it, in a swirl like this." Dipped between swings to get used to the weight, Whhhhh!
"Like Flyfishing."
"I don't know, you ever fish?"
"We had a stock tank," she nodded.
"Well, ironically, I never got into it."
She nodded, "You don't have the patience." I relaxed my shoulders, "Hh! Okay, well the water actually makes it worse."
"Like a wet towel."
"W'll, Yeahbut those you twist up, like a bandana, so they have a taper. This gets all the power from the stock. It's like a lever, you only have to move your wrist a little for the tip to move a lot, and that picks up sPeed!" WhhhHK! Water sprayed off to a mist.
"All right," she undid her belt. Jeans, bandana tied around her neck, so technically still in character. I didn't take off the Morion either, but we hadn't really started role-playing yet. It's better to do some dry runs first, this was more like training than a Discipline scene.
"You don't have to be naked." I haven't actually seen her naked yet, we're taking it slow. She explained it, the slower you go, the more control you have over the escalation. Like starting low, like a yarn whip, instead of pulling any heavy artillery out of my armory.
"Here," she held it up, wrists together.
"You want me to bind you?" She nodded. "Explicit consent." One of the rules.
"Yes, tie me up." Better to get it in writing, I'd never bound her before, "i don't think I can stand still for this, and i trust you." And my heart, she could see me feel it on my face.
"Hh!" She threw it over one of the rafters of the portico. And hung on. To her belt, bound around her wrists. "You look beautiful." She smiled, looked down. Flushed, not blushing with shame. I remember, when she told me. 'I'm not sure, when the nightmares turned into fantasies.'
"You ready?"
"As I'm gonna get." I picked up the lacquered cane from the side of the cold tub, and dipped it to wet it consistently. I actually shook most of the waste off on practice swings. "Don't tense," brought it back, "I can't hit a moving target." Waited until she stayed relaxed, closed her eyes so she didn't anticipate it fast enough.
"Whp!"
"Uhn!" She dropped, hung with her hands down, and I dropped it right on the dirty concrete of the patio. "Are you all right!?"
"Hhh, huh?" She looked up, "Uhuh?" Got her weight under her, and stood up. "Whew! That was intense!" Grinned, lit up like holly berries. Held up her wrists. I just undid them.
My turn. "Hh," I unbuttoned my sleeves first. Anything you can do, "Huh!" Okay, don't try to play this off, she's about too whip me. That's the deal: Switch, I need to learn. But it's a pretty big deal. To relinquish control, let someone else do the whipping, the binding, she just set her belt down.
"Just stand up by the wall." I looked around. Wednesday morning, quiet, sunny, hot, dry, no sign of anyone watching. 2 middle age women playing strip and whip me in the back yard. "And take your bra off, I'm not so sure I'm good enough to miss it.' She beat the wall. Practicing, and dipping it between strokes like she saw me. Didn't even look, had seen, and even felt me topless, acting out our teenaged schoolgirl romantic fantasies. Which was, actually wonderfully romantic. I'd, never. Taken it so slow before.
"Whenever you're ready."
"I closed my eyes, and put my hands up. On the wall, the painted vinyl siding was hot, in the sun, and i felt it on my back too. Granted, it took about 3 hours to get a burn, which rates my skin about SPF 180, "Nh!"
...
I tensed, but she just mist. I felt the spray from the whip, and even a little air from it's passing, but it didn't even crack. i couldn't hear it, until it twilled away. Then drips behind me, as she pulled it back out of the water, and
K!.. hwww.
"Huh!" I fell down. "Huh, huh huh!"
"I'm sorry!" she dropped it too.
"Noh!" I swallowed, "Gnh!" gulped, and "huH!" gasped. "You're right," I had no idea, "that is intense!" Didn't even leave a welt.
She helped me up, and I felt her chest flatten on my back. Her tummy above my bottom, in her hips. "Huh!?" her hands on my chest. I just held onto the wall. The paint felt soft, in my nails.
She whispered, 'let's go back inside,' in my ear.
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